ずじまい
(Zu ji mai)
ended up not (doing) / didn't manage to.
Connection rules
- +V ない-stem + ずじまい (or + で + なる, etc.). Irregular: する → せずじまい.
- +Retrospective regret — 'didn't end up X-ing, though I meant to'.
- +Irregular: する → せずじまい (not しずじまい).
Examples
1.
忙しくて、彼に会えずじまいだった。

Isogashiku te, kare ni ae zu jimai da ta.
I was so busy I didn't manage to see him.
「ended up not (doing) / didn't manage to」
2.
言いたいことも言えずじまいだった。

Ii tai koto mo ie zu jimai da ta.
I ended up not saying what I wanted to say.
「ended up not (doing) / didn't manage to」
Practice
The party ended and I didn't manage to talk to her in the end.
パーティーが終わり、結局彼女とは___だった。
Romaji also accepted